Review: Evolving in Monkey Town

Evolving in Monkey Town: How a Girl Who Knew All the Answers Learned to Ask the Questions by Rachel Held Evans
My rating: 5 of 5 stars

Hold on to convictions loosely

With humor and wit, Rachel Held Evans writes of her Christian journey from rigid belief to flexible faith. She speaks of herself as beginning the journey as a fundamentalist, defining this as "salvation means having the right opinions about God... [and] my security and self-worth and sense of purpose in life were all wrapped up in getting God right -- in believing the right things about him, saying the right things about him, and convincing others to embrace the right things about him too."

Rachel tells how the fundamentalist outlook failed to match real-world experience. When exposed to experiences outside her insular evangelical world, she discovered that she didn't have all the answers, the answers she was taught applied badly, and people weren't asking the questions for which she had answers.

Rachel's journey from certainty, to doubt, and to a reborn faith that values questions and uncertainty is one that many Christians have undertaken, myself included. Even as details of the journey differ, I recognized myself, the world that I inhabited, and the journey that I've taken, in her story.

I sensed the concept around "false fundamentals" to be one of the central themes in Rachel's writing. The phrase appears early in the book and the last few pages closes with a discussion around this idea. False fundamentals are those teachings and beliefs that people and groups hold to be unchangeable, but are in reality, not so essential to Christian faith and life. My summary of the book in one sentence would be: Questioning things and embracing uncertainties are what Christians need to do more in order to protect against succumbing to false fundamentals. A phrase that I've used to describe this idea is, "Hold on to convictions loosely."

The greatest value of this book is probably to be found by those who are uncomfortable with fundamentalism, in whatever manifestation they find themselves. It gives permission to embark on the journey to questions and doubt, and back to a stronger faith. Those who are currently on this journey should also find this book helpful, to know that there are many who have traveled the path before them, and many who are with them now. Finally it is helpful to those who have undergone this path because they might be able to see ways in which to compassionately guide those who follow.

Staunch fundamentalists may find this book upsetting, but if they are able to work through it, I hope that they will come to understand that those of us who question things, who interpret and believe things differently, are sincerely living out what we have come to understand as faithfully living the Christian life.

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